In this holiday I met a lot of things, let me grow slowly ....

I was tired, do not want to be involved in any matter .....

Perhaps not to think too much is better for me?

I wish can reopen school A.S.A.P

Super miss school friends, especially the sha por, I have so long not seen her , and my best friend ....

Yesterday I told my cousin, I want to change back to the original, say goodbye to emotional ...

Then he said: you ah? Slightly difficult ...

I said to him:don't not look small at me, I will do it!

He smiled and walked away, then I ask myself back, if I really want to change back before so difficult meh?

this question still on my mind...

Nowadays stay at home really damn bored .....

My frenz miss u all so muchiee <3
My death date!!!
Next thursday get result le....
scare ah...god plz bless me lehh...
good luck to all my frenz ya xD

心里话 :)

我放下并不是我原谅你们，是因为我想让自己好过点...我讨厌每天以泪洗脸的日子，我心死了，对你我再不会有任何的期望！或许要彻底把你从我的记忆力删除很难，但我不会放弃！我永远不会忘记你怎样对我的！死了的心再也不会心痛对吗？我累了，不想再沉浸在那种日子里，这几天即使我看到你，我也把你当透明的，不跟你沟通反而觉得心里没有那种伤心的感觉。每当我看到你的时候，脑里就自然的出现那些画面，我恨你!是你在我的回忆里留下那残忍的回忆，我多希望我能失忆把一切的伤痛都忘了...这是一场可怕的梦，在这梦里我被打败了...接下来的放假才是我另一个噩梦的开始...我不要做个失败者，我要做个打不死的蟑螂！

7.11.2011

最终奇迹还是没出现...
其实这结果早就注定了，只是我自己一直不愿去相信，一直以为事情还没到最后，还有机会能改变一切...今天早上我多希望你能开口说，我们不去了！可到最后你还是一句话也没说，当我坐在那时，我的泪真的快掉了，我不知道天为什么要将作弄我？你知道我要有多大的勇气才坐上那位子吗？当你一拿起笔的那一刻，我不得不相信这一切都是真的....想挽回也挽回不了的结局....我忍住眼泪装作没事的样子
我在车里装睡，其实是偷偷地擦眼泪...我不想让你们看见我的泪...我只能将这一切的委屈往心里埋....回想这些日子我真不知道我是怎样熬过来的，一次又一次的打击，一次比一次大！心里有好多疑问，一直都没办法揭开，也找不到答案...
你都不在乎了，我们在乎还有用吗？我们不知道吵了多少次，每次都是不欢而散的！我每次听到你们起争执的时候，我的心就很痛，你懂吗？


这一切一切你永远都不会知道了......

我的日子

今天我终于在学校忍不住流泪了...朋友们都问我为什么....我没把事情说出，只是回答没事罢了...文欣帮我找了个借口...如果有人问我为什么哭就说眼睛进沙...刚开始我还笑她说你的理由太烂了吧！但后来我却真的把它当成了我隐瞒的借口...尽管我骗得了任何人还是败给她！今天我一直不敢直视她的眼睛，我不想让她看见我哭的样子，昨天是她的生日，而她却因为我的事闷闷不乐，虽然她没说什么但我还是很内疚...我知道她今天一直想弄我开心，我也尽我最大的能力，在她面前笑了，虽然很假但总比她看着我哭来得好...也许心里上的伤痕不是一时之间说好就好，但我相信时间会替我疗伤的！即使没有你，我也能过得很好 :)


今天下了场大雨，也许天也在为我哭吧！当我淋着雨抱回学校的那刻，我的泪流下来了。这一刻我不否认我哭了，因为就算我哭了也没有人会知道！但我心里很清楚，这伤一天不好，这将会是我永远的致命伤....这三个星期里我流的眼泪不止一公升的眼泪了，我现在唯一的愿望就是能把这一切一切永远都埋在心里....

真正的我 =)

真的只有这个方法才能解决一切问题吗？ 我不否认我真的希望你能回心转意，哪怕就只有百分之一的可能性！那天的画面也许会变成我这辈子最不想重温的回忆吧！俗语说得对：每个人都有他们的难关，只不过我的难关可能难了点，但我相信只要坚持到底一定会有奇迹出现！也许你会觉得我很天真，可是如果你能站在我的立场想，你会觉得我一点都不天真！我知道我绝对不能在这时候放弃，如果我放弃了那不就辜负了一直鼓励我的人了吗？尤其是阿姐—Vynx
虽说星座不能百分之百的相信，但它却百分之九十的说中了我的一切。
藕的星座—双子座
认识我的人也许都觉得我这个人没什么烦恼的，可如果你真正的了解我其实我没有你们想象中那么的坚强，表面上的坚强，实际上很脆弱....应验了藕的星座！没错，我就是很爱面子！我最不希望让别人看见我最落魄的那一面....
我能做得都做了，其他的也只能由天决定了！虽然我不想命运是由天决定的，但现在的我不得不让天决定我的命运了！


不属于我的泪—孙耀威

不属于我的泪

终于让我崩溃 久违了的泪水
每一滴都是心碎 最后原来这是一种体会
被你囚禁的眼泪
也让我慢慢枯萎

不属于我的泪
不用再还给谁 用力哭出泪水
去淹没我的伤悲
就让我流出最后一滴泪
我转身头也不会
男人身上不留下眼泪

第一次听到这首歌深深地被吸引了，这歌词超有意思的！
希望那天能沾到寿星的luck 让一切都有完美的结果

期待着奇迹的降临 :)

Wynx & Vynx

today i go the shop and take the bracelet but the uncle write the anniversary at outside then i tell him is okay...nevermind de...but he keep say sorry!!! It really look nice!!!
This are the bracelet that we do at yesterday >.^

VYNX & WYNX

She brought me a piggy =]
cute (>o^)

Piggy =]

haha..thanks leh...so cute..love sei u xp =]

My jie

Start from 22th oct, ahh jie accompany me every night until midnight although she feel tired but she didn't complaint! She always stay with me when i was sad and in a bad mood....those few days my mood very bad and become emo every day...

 Those few day i felt like want to suicide, she encourage me to be strong and trying to make me smile. every night i silently to wipe my tears but i didn't told her coz i don't want to make her worry...she makes me felt like although the world will be destroyed i still having her with me...

Thanks for sacrifice anytime with me♥ Ahh jie

Our First Pictures♥

This Ahh jie, silently steal people de pictures and put as her profile pictures at facebook! somemore say xin shang!!! aduh >< but i also silently steal her pictures...haha=] felt so funny because til now she only that i steal her pictures..wakakakaa >.^

This is a pictures she do de!!!

haha~ i also do a NICE pictures for her!!! haha...but she say not nice pulak!
I do de...^^

At last she done another pictures that we two also like de!!!♥♥

 

love it so much...thanks ya♥

没有人了解的痛苦=[

这两天的我想了很多东西，可能连戏剧看太多了，突然有些事情发生在我身上，觉得并不是那么简单的！短短地两天让我的人生起了变化，而那些变化往往超乎我的想象。我讨厌这种感觉,这种感觉逼得我快崩溃了！我很辛苦！但我却不能在大家面前发泄，只能偷偷地在心里表示我的不满！为什么就没人可以真正的体会我心中的伤痛和压抑？事情发生后，为什么就只有我们在乎，为什么那个人可以事不关己的把一切责任，往我们这里推呢？难道我们在他心中都比上那个人吗？我们在逼他? 还是他一直都在逼我们？这两天我们流了多少泪他会知道吗？难道他不知道他这样做彻底的伤了我们的心吗？我们的心不是用铁做得，我们的心会流泪，会滴血！昨天有一首歌不停不停的在我耳朵盘旋着，当我一听到那首歌，强忍的眼泪不由自主地流了下来！我们必须在别人的面前装的什么事情也没有，你知道哪有多辛苦吗？你要我们怎么抬起头啊？你做任何事情前就不能想想我们骂？我们不想把事情闹大，为什么,为什么你一再的挑战我们的耐心？




这.次.我.彻.底.地.对.你.失.望.了！绝.对.不.可.能.原.谅.你！

0818...2011

start from today i gonna to start my new life...this time i wont let any people disappointed for me....i wanna to get a good result at my PMR exam...

PMR!!! waiting for me!!! i wont give up!!!

TRUST ME<3

Injection T_______T

i hate injection!
haiz...c dao the needle oso scar jor...
tmr jie jie say if she gt free wan accompany me leh,but i hope tat tmr i wont cry at school....i dun wan she saw me cry coz she say if i cry she will sad sad de...
pray pray....dun cry yea^^

!Injection!
ready to fight wth u^^

First love♥

First love♥


sa i go no, ki su wa
ta ba, ko no fla i vor, a na si ta
ni a, ku te se tsu na i ka, o li
a si ka no, i ma go ro ni wa
a na ta wa do ko ni, i du n da rou
da de vo, o mo, te du mu, na ha
you will always gonna be my love
it su ka, da le ka to ma ta ko we ni o, chi te mo
I will remember to love
you taught me how
you will always gonna be the one
i ma ha wa, a, da ka na si i oh... love song one bu
a ta la si i you, ta, wu te e, ru ma de
ta chi do maru, ji ka na ga
wu go ki da so u do, si te ru
wa su le da ku na i, ko to wa ka li
a si ta no, i ma go ro ni wa
wa ta si wa ki, to, na i te ru
wa na ta o, o mo te ru n, da ha
you will always be inside my heart
i tsu mo, a na ta da ke no, ba shoe ga a, ru ka la
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
i ma ha wa, ma ta ka na si ru...some one bu
a ta ta si i you, ta, u ta e ru ma de
you will always gonna be my love
i tsu ka, da le ka to ma ta ko wi ni o, chi te mo
I wll remember to love
you taught me how
you will always gonna be the one
ma, da, ka na si i... oh...love song bu
now and forever


meaningful^^

A sentences tat u like to heard it♥

you are my first n last♥♥

my frens^^

hope we ol frenship forever^^

our song♥♥

still rmb our first song^^ baby♥
til nw i oso rmb it.... juz duno u still rmb it mar?

that i care the most of people

Sometimes I was vexatious, but you never blame me, but stay with me. All my life I feel that happiness can not forget. You do so much for me, it is time for me to do something out for you. To you, I do a lot of crazy things, even those things I do not have done before, for you, I willing to sacrifice everything.