Saturday, October 29, 2011

My jie

Start from 22th oct, ahh jie accompany me every night until midnight although she feel tired but she didn't complaint! She always stay with me when i was sad and in a bad mood....those few days my mood very bad and become emo every day...
 Those few day i felt like want to suicide, she encourage me to be strong and trying to make me smile. every night i silently to wipe my tears but i didn't told her coz i don't want to make her worry...she makes me felt like although the world will be destroyed i still having her with me...

Thanks for sacrifice anytime with meAhh jie

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Our First Pictures♥

This Ahh jie, silently steal people de pictures and put as her profile pictures at facebook! somemore say xin shang!!! aduh >< but i also silently steal her pictures...haha=] felt so funny because til now she only that i steal her pictures..wakakakaa >.^

This is a pictures she do de!!!
haha~ i also do a NICE pictures for her!!! haha...but she say not nice pulak!
I do de...^^
At last she done another pictures that we two also like de!!!



 
love it so much...thanks ya

Sunday, October 23, 2011

没有人了解的痛苦=[

这两天的我想了很多东西,可能连戏剧看太多了,突然有些事情发生在我身上,觉得并不是那么简单的!短短地两天让我的人生起了变化,而那些变化往往超乎我的想象。我讨厌这种感觉,这种感觉逼得我快崩溃了!我很辛苦!但我却不能在大家面前发泄,只能偷偷地在心里表示我的不满!为什么就没人可以真正的体会我心中的伤痛和压抑?事情发生后,为什么就只有我们在乎,为什么那个人可以事不关己的把一切责任,往我们这里推呢?难道我们在他心中都比上那个人吗?我们在逼他? 还是他一直都在逼我们?这两天我们流了多少泪他会知道吗?难道他不知道他这样做彻底的伤了我们的心吗?我们的心不是用铁做得,我们的心会流泪,会滴血!昨天有一首歌不停不停的在我耳朵盘旋着,当我一听到那首歌,强忍的眼泪不由自主地流了下来!我们必须在别人的面前装的什么事情也没有,你知道哪有多辛苦吗?你要我们怎么抬起头啊?你做任何事情前就不能想想我们骂?我们不想把事情闹大,为什么,为什么你一再的挑战我们的耐心?




这.次.我.彻.底.地.对.你.失.望.了!绝.对.不.可.能.原.谅.你!